Love awaits at Heavens Gates

She was such a little thing

She loved to talk

To run and Play

So many things she'd

Love to say

Puppy DOOOG

And Tittley Tat

I love to remember

Things like that

It puts a smile

Upon my face

Just to Remember

That cute little face

So many things I have to share ..

It is me who waits..

She is already there

♥ Love LisaMe!

She is in Heaven

I do not need to be sad

Although I have missed Her

She has been in a good place

And I know she still

Has a Beautiful smile

Upon her face

All in the Healing of LisaMe!

Yes this is a sweet little face

She waits for me at

Heaven's Gates

She is not sad

While she is there

There is lots to keep

Here busy there

She gets to visit her PawPaw Joe

He is in Heaven too

Don't ya know

And now she makes

A heavenly sound

As she plays

With Angels

All Around

Keep singing and playing

Mom-Me will be there

One day too

To sing

God's Praises

There with you

I Love you

Mom-Me

  Amen .. God will do miracles.. in the midst of this tragedy .. His mercies are new every morning .. He promises that through every bad situation something good will come through it.. Even when we can not see it .. 30 yrs ago .. My life was forever changed.. Today marks the first of 5 days spent in the hospital before we ended up at a grave-site .. Today.. I am healed .. whole and a much better Mother .. Praying for all of those parents.. families and friends.. Thank you for the beautiful song .. 
Peace does come ...
December 14, 2012 .. In the midst of tragedy at Sandy Hook Elementary where 20 children and 6 Teacher and the Principal were killed.. 
May we always Remember

Danny Henderson

Was more than a friend

What a special Man

Was my cousin Dan

In case I never got to say

I was so very grateful

For the day

That you chose not

To go to work that day

But to stay with us and pray

I know it was so long ago

And hurts they come

And yes they go

But in the slowness

Of the day

We take our memories

Out to play

So here I am

To share

With you today

How happy we were

On this yesterday ..

Thank you for

Being in that

Moment with me

It became a special

Moment

In my history

My life

Forever changed

God in control

Had set the stage

My little Liza

Would never age

Forever young

In Heaven she plays

My heart is healed

Here today

As I share

How glad I am

You stayed 

You are in My Love Tree

With Strength that held

The ones you loved

That helped to carry me

Time and space

Will never erase

This beautiful memory

 The smile on both of your faces

Love, Your

Cousin, LisaMe

Dec 21st 1981

Today is the day Liza

went to heaven to live and play ..

I am not sad..

just reflecting and collecting ..

My memories..

In my heart and mind ..

Time will never rewind ..

Don't let your heart be sad ..

Liza is in heaven ..

playing in Heaven's gates ..

it is only us who waits ...

Love LisaMe!

 

Life was Special Way back Then

When we were young

And you were my friend

Me and Kelli

Were the best of friends

We were unseparatable

Way back then

We grew up

Life

Got in the way

So we do not talk

Much today

But there are

Sweet memories

We will never forget

 Life goes on

And we all grow up

We put new memories on

Ya know the Grown up stuff

But each year

On this day

My memory

Lingers here

I think of you

And the love we shared

And was so very grateful

That you were there

To share Happy Memories with me

I am healed of this deep hurt

When we had to let

Liza go away

To heaven to live and to play

I pray your heart has healed too

It was easier for me because of you

You are in My Love Tree

Planted deep with in

My childhood memories

Love your cousin, LisaMe!

Healing 2010

Dec 21, 1981 I did not understand a lot of things.. but one thing I did understand my 21 mth old daughter had gone to live with Him ..

My life had changed.. God began.. speaking to me.. it took me time to understand..His voice clearly .. but now in my life.. I do understand..

He is my comforter.. my very best friend.. on whom I can always depend ... Jesus is my savior and one day I will go and live with Him..

Psalm 28:7 The LORD is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in him, and he helps me. My heart leaps for joy, and with my song I praise him

My brother called me from her grave site.. just to say.. I am here and thinking of you .. and talking in his heart with Lisa .. He asked for a photo of Liza.. my daughter that went to be with the Lord Dec 21,1981 .. he said it had been a long time since he has seen a picture of her.. He just wanted to Remember ..  it is so important to those.. that have lost a loved one.. to have them remembered by family and friends.. for me.. Knowing that she is with Jesus.. in Heaven.. Has given me peace ..and comfort.. Knowing one day.. I will see her again ..

Until that day .. I must continue to Live.. and be busy about my Father's business.. Amen!

This is not Liza's Father.. but a man who stepped up to be Daddy Roy during a time when her real Father.. was not able to face situations going on in his life... But I am happy to report .. he did re-marry one day years later.. I met his Beautiful wife.. and their daughter.. who looked a lot like Liza .. My children got to meet her .. and shared a day of play .. with their sister's sister ....

Each year I reflect and collect the thoughts and healing.. God has for me .. Each year has something new.. 

I will be adding more photo's as I scan them.. I have found a precious few.. :) 

Some of them are for a special few people that was in her life ..

I hope it does not make them sad..

To send them a Hello from her .. 

Just a little reminder

Of her life and her love

So long ago

I wanted to post some pictures.. with Liza smiling.. she was such a happy child.. always into something .. LOL she was always willing to give you a tight tight hug .. walking and talking .. she was only 21 mths old .. in a size 18mth clothes.. she was such a little thing ..

These are just beautiful reminders..

Nehemiah 8:10 Nehemiah said, “Go and enjoy choice food and sweet drinks, and send some to those who have nothing prepared. This day is holy to our Lord. Do not grieve, for the joy of the LORD is your strength.”

This scripture has brought me MUCH joy... being faced with the death of a child.. the Joy of the Lord became my strength .. through every hardship and trial .. sometimes God's answer is no.. and when it is.. We still need to find strength in our weakness as we look to and depend upon Him.. He makes us whole again.. and fills us with that everlasting Joy that is spoken about in the Psalms .. The Joy of the Lord.. is my strength and shield...Amen it is in Him and through Him that I live...
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12/19/2012 Heart of Zeal ~ This is real .. this is my heart ... God is bringing this forth .. my job is to keep walking in faith .. Amen ..  A special man said to me one day.. Daughter without your faith it is impossible to please God

Many say to me.. get a job... I have a job.. I work for the Lord.. I work .. day and night.. sometime writing..encouragement sometimes inspirations.. praying with and for souls.. some I know some I have never met .. It is God who leads me ... This I love.. He is my zeal .. this is real .. One day I may get paid for what I do .. but if not.. Lord I will still work for you . because it is my pleasure.. what I do .. Amen! I do it for love.. Love of Christ.. and what He has done for me .. in my life.. and I gladly share Him with others.. especially those who need Him most .. the Father, Son and Holy Ghost ..

12/20/2010 Heart of Fire .. Lord I am on fire for you .. you lead me to each and everything I do .. I am so in Love with you....

The interview today.. At KAJN was Awesome.. just sharing what God is doing in me.. and the vision I feel in my heart.. And knowing someone was listening.. and truly understood.. and Got it .. Step by Step God is leading me ...

My pockets are empty but my heart is full

The harvest is plentiful but the workers are few ...

I am ready to go are you?

Matthew 9:37 Then he said to his disciples, “The harvest is plentiful but the workers are few.
Luke 10:2 He told them, “The harvest is plentiful, but the workers are few. Ask the Lord of the harvest, therefore, to send out workers into his harvest field.

I am mission bound

To build a bridge

For many to cross

Safely here

My pockets are Empty

But my Heart is full

  It has not stopped

This mission I feel

God placed in my heart 

So long ago

That set me apart

Where ever I go 

Bringing Candy

To His Children

All wrapped in His word

They will receive it

No Matter there age

There are many

Who need to be saved

From a world

Filled with religion

That has lost her heart

For the lost children

That are so set apart

My health is not great

And gets in my way

Of all of the things

I need to do today

Family Trials 

Cause

Delays and Attacks

And
 Yes even sometimes

Holds me back

But I know

This is God

These things in my heart

That continue to flow

That keep saying

LisaMe!

You really

Must Go

And so I press on

To continue this race

God has Set before me

And
I try not to focus

On the pace

Even if

I am to walk it alone

I know God

As He sits on His throne

He does not slumber

And He does not sleep

All of my visions

And dreams

Are His to Keep

And safely

He will

As the days
Do approach

 I continue

To write, To speak

And To walk

These things

I know 

God has placed

In my heart

So will you join Me

At the foot

Of this Bridge

With a Mix

Of God's Children

Just waiting to hear

Jesus is Coming

Salvation is Here