Rainbows and Stars

Up in the sky

Hello

My sweet thing

Mom-Me

Won't cry

I know

You are Happy

Right where

You are

In your spot

In Heaven

A Bright Shinning Star

In Heaven

With Jesus

I know it's

Not very far

Jesus

Visits

Me

Everyday

When I worship

And when I pray

He lives right here

In my heart

But you already

Know that

You were always

Pretty smart

You

Hold

A

Special

Place

In

Your

Mom-Me's

Heart

Next to

That place

Where

God's  promises are

You have been

There

All the while

Mom-Me

Has never

Forgotten

Your smile

I Love you
Forever and Always

Note: How Awesome is this picture.. Who could have know that this little girl would be with us for such a short time .. Liza was just 21 mths old .. Born March 1980 and went to be with the Lord Dec 21st 1981 .. after  5 days in the hospital she went to be with the Lord... She aspirated in her sleep.. No real clear answers .. from the Dr.'s for the what's and the why's .. So I quit asking.. and have left her Totally in the Lord's hands.. Trusting and Knowing I will see her one day again .. God.. healed my heart .. almost right from the Start .. it was a pretty Amazing thing .. How God has worked in healing me .. During those 5 days at Oshner Hospital in New Orleans.. I was scared to Death .. but had family with me holding my hands.. praying with me.. And some how.. as I read scripture to her.. I began to really understand .. I sang her every little song I knew.. because I did not teach her about Jesus as she grew .. So I wanted her to understand who.. the man named Jesus... that just may come and take her hand.. was .. And when that time came.. I realized sometime later.. God had Truly birthed Faith into me.. through the hurt and through the pain.. I wanted more and more to Live for Jesus.. And when I remarried.. and got pregnant.. I told my children.. while still in the Womb.. who Jesus was.. and when they arrived safely  .. and put in my arms.. I sang to them every little song .. And as they grew.. I made sure they knew.. Who God was .. and all about His son .. and we studied what the bible and learned what it said about The man name Jesus and how he suffered died.. For our sins .. And How He rose again.. To give us the promise of Eternal Life ... They knew about their sister, Liza who lived in Heaven.. and on her birthday we celebrated and sent her helium balloons.. and on the days of the memory of her death.. they knew Mom-Me might be sad.. But they also knew it would not last long.. Because they Knew I knew.. We will see her again.. It was ok to talk about her.. and look at her pictures.. and to live our lives.. Because She was in Heaven.. not waiting.. but living in Heaven.. And we were to live here.. upon this earth.. Until the Day Jesus calls us to come to Him.. And Maybe... He would even Return before then ... So this day.. has not been sad .. But has Been an Awesome answer to my prayer.. As I continue to step forth to encourage others.. God has so encouraged me today .. I know He answers when we pray ... So do not be sad for me today ... I pray that you will not be sad too.. Because God's promises.. are for you Too ... Love LisaMe! 12/21/2010 .. It has been 29 years and lots of healing.. has come into .. my life .. And so I add another year .. Knowing One Day we will be together Again .. Love LisaMe! ...

Yes.. I am Liza Nichole's Mom-Me .. And she has a Brother Jeremy Michael and a sister name Jamie.. she has a niece name Hannah and a nephew named Henry .. And a brand new niece ..A beautiful addition to our family .. My bluebird .. Jeremy's daughter..  Amelia Christene ..

Lots of cousins.. who used to love to play with her.. I am sure they remember Aunts and a Uncle .. and a MeMe too..

All of them Remember you :) With Love in their hearts.. and maybe some might be sad .. but that is ok .. It is just because they miss you.. and were not ready for you to leave..

 Mom-Me wasn't either.. but God.. prepared my heart .. and made that place.. for you .. that knowing .. that I will see you again .. And gave me this story to be able to share will all of my sister friends ..

Mr Bunny

Mr. Bunny

Had a little

Music

That used to wind

His music

Doesn't play

Any more

But I know Now

She hears

The Angels

Sing

I love the thought

Of her listening

I know She

Loves

Being in Heaven

One Day

We will be

Together Again

I Love you 

Liza

This is Mom-Me

Remembering

And looking forward to that day

When we again can play

MeMe .. "I Here"

MeMe

Had painted this little Pumpkin

She girlied it up

With a sweet little grin

Liza Wanted to

Bounce it and roll it

Around like a Ball

She was a little thing

But Nothing was

Out of

This little ones's Reach

Look MeMe

I here

Is What she used to say

As she walked

In the door

She was ready to Play

I Love you Mother

Liza sure loved her MeMe

I have pictures when she would

Sit on the Phone and talk

With you

It makes me smile

When I

Talk

On

The phone

With Henry and Hannah

Too

So much time has passed

Now I am a Gram-Me too

Note: November 1, 2013 3:330ish I got the call from my bother John ... Jack has passed on

I have been praying for days .. for my Mother and for my family .. This morning ..I wake up to a post Peggy needs an extra Angel .. I offer How can I help, Ree says she is praying, Bonnie says you just need to close your eyes there are many there to help you .. if you just let them .. Jamie says she is there call, Chuck says he is there too, Tasha says she is praying .. Family is here .. What a nice feeling.. ... Peggy I found Your Angel .. Rest in Peace Jack You were Loved!

Sharing An Angel

I wanted to share this Angel with you

She resembles somebody

We once knew

She is waiting in Heaven

To see us again

Still laughing

And smiling

Jesus

Is her

Best Friend

Memories do not have to be sad

But I do know everyone

Handles things

In a different way

Just wanted to share

My Love Today ...

Hug my brother

Tight tight

For Liza and Me

Because he asked

Me for a picture

I have had the

Most Awesome Day

Of writing, sharing and remembering

A happier Day

I Love you All

LisaMe!

To my sister with Love

Liza and Steven

Just 22 days apart

They will both

Always be in my heart

Steven Has grown into

Such a fine man

And Liza Living

In Angel Land

One Day

We will All

Be together again

Until that day

We can

Remember When

Just wanted to share

This Beautiful

Memory

Of our two

Little Children

Looking back may not always

Be easy

But we should never forget

We never know what tomorrow

Brings

So in our Hearts

Today

We Must Continue

To sing

I Love you

LisaMe!

Written to My sister Peggy.. we were pregnant together .. our children being only 22 days apart ..

I have been walking down memory lane today ...

Writing and sharing many things

that are in my heart today ...

John asked me for a picture..

of Liza..

because it had been

quite awhile..

since he has seen

her cute little smile ..

So out of my box...

my memories came ..

I thought maybe

you felt the same ..

Here is the sweetest

picture of Liza and Steven

at Daddy's that year for Thanksgiving

Memories do not have to be sad

But I do know everyone

handles things

In a different way

Just wanted to share

My Love Today ...

Teddy Bear Flowers

My Boss's neighbor owned a florist

They put together

This Beautiful

Teddy Bear

I remembered yesterday

He had a candy cane in his hand

As I stood in Awe

With my Friend

And said

God Knew

He was going

To give me

A Candy Ministry

So many things God

Knows

That we have to

Wait and See

I Love

When He

Shows these things to

LisaMe!

Out our sorrows

Come our Tomorrow

We must keep

Looking up

Knowing God

Has a Plan

Even when we

Do not understand

It is not for us

To question

Why

And Yes

It is ok to Cry

But there comes a Day

When we must

Put our tears away

And Live our Lives

For Today

Love LisaMe!

Psalm 30:6
Weeping may endure for a night,

But joy comes in the morning.



Sharing Memories

Ok I am almost through ..

sharing my memories

Here with you 

again please do not be sad..

This sharing..

is making my heart glad..

Just to reflect

and remember the happy things..

Makes my heart want to sing..

Love LisaMe!

That donut was almost as big as she was .. LOL

And yes she actually ate

The Whole thing

This is a Beautiful Memory

My cousin and her fiance

Had come to spend the week with me

We did not know

We would only have a few days

Left on this earth with Liza

We enjoyed

A Beautiful week

Of watching her

Make us all Laugh

She was so funny

Getting into everything

She actually sat in front
Of Kelli's Suite case

took off her clothes

and tried on Kelli's things

I have a picture of this

But did not want to

Expose her little naked body

But to be there.. it was so Funny

We laughed and laughed

This is what life is about

To remember the good times

And the bad

To Remember the happy

And the sad

Knowing that the day

Will come

When Jesus

Returns

For All of His Children

 I thank you Lord that I am one

I want to share God's Love

Everyday, In Every way

So not one

Is Left Behind

Love LisaMe!

Love awaits at Heavens Gates

She was such a little thing

She loved to talk

To run and Play

So many things she'd

Love to say

Puppy DOOOG

And Tittley Tat

I love to remember

Things like that

It puts a smile

Upon my face

Just to Remember

That cute little face

So many things I have to share ..

It is me who waits..

She is already there

♥ Love LisaMe!

She is in Heaven

I do not need to be sad

Although I have missed Her

She has been in a good place

And I know she still

Has a Beautiful smile

Upon her face

All in the Healing of LisaMe!

Yes this is a sweet little face

She waits for me at

Heaven's Gates

She is not sad

While she is there

There is lots to keep

Here busy there

She gets to visit her PawPaw Joe

He is in Heaven too

Don't ya know

And now she makes

A heavenly sound

As she plays

With Angels

All Around

Keep singing and playing

Mom-Me will be there

One day too

To sing

God's Praises

There with you

I Love you

Mom-Me

  Amen .. God will do miracles.. in the midst of this tragedy .. His mercies are new every morning .. He promises that through every bad situation something good will come through it.. Even when we can not see it .. 30 yrs ago .. My life was forever changed.. Today marks the first of 5 days spent in the hospital before we ended up at a grave-site .. Today.. I am healed .. whole and a much better Mother .. Praying for all of those parents.. families and friends.. Thank you for the beautiful song .. 
Peace does come ...
December 14, 2012 .. In the midst of tragedy at Sandy Hook Elementary where 20 children and 6 Teacher and the Principal were killed.. 
May we always Remember

Danny Henderson

Was more than a friend

What a special Man

Was my cousin Dan

In case I never got to say

I was so very grateful

For the day

That you chose not

To go to work that day

But to stay with us and pray

I know it was so long ago

And hurts they come

And yes they go

But in the slowness

Of the day

We take our memories

Out to play

So here I am

To share

With you today

How happy we were

On this yesterday ..

Thank you for

Being in that

Moment with me

It became a special

Moment

In my history

My life

Forever changed

God in control

Had set the stage

My little Liza

Would never age

Forever young

In Heaven she plays

My heart is healed

Here today

As I share

How glad I am

You stayed 

You are in My Love Tree

With Strength that held

The ones you loved

That helped to carry me

Time and space

Will never erase

This beautiful memory

 The smile on both of your faces

Love, Your

Cousin, LisaMe

Dec 21st 1981

Today is the day Liza

went to heaven to live and play ..

I am not sad..

just reflecting and collecting ..

My memories..

In my heart and mind ..

Time will never rewind ..

Don't let your heart be sad ..

Liza is in heaven ..

playing in Heaven's gates ..

it is only us who waits ...

Love LisaMe!

 

Life was Special Way back Then

When we were young

And you were my friend

Me and Kelli

Were the best of friends

We were unseparatable

Way back then

We grew up

Life

Got in the way

So we do not talk

Much today

But there are

Sweet memories

We will never forget

 Life goes on

And we all grow up

We put new memories on

Ya know the Grown up stuff

But each year

On this day

My memory

Lingers here

I think of you

And the love we shared

And was so very grateful

That you were there

To share Happy Memories with me

I am healed of this deep hurt

When we had to let

Liza go away

To heaven to live and to play

I pray your heart has healed too

It was easier for me because of you

You are in My Love Tree

Planted deep with in

My childhood memories

Love your cousin, LisaMe!

Healing 2010

Dec 21, 1981 I did not understand a lot of things.. but one thing I did understand my 21 mth old daughter had gone to live with Him ..

My life had changed.. God began.. speaking to me.. it took me time to understand..His voice clearly .. but now in my life.. I do understand..

He is my comforter.. my very best friend.. on whom I can always depend ... Jesus is my savior and one day I will go and live with Him..

Psalm 28:7 The LORD is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in him, and he helps me. My heart leaps for joy, and with my song I praise him

My brother called me from her grave site.. just to say.. I am here and thinking of you .. and talking in his heart with Lisa .. He asked for a photo of Liza.. my daughter that went to be with the Lord Dec 21,1981 .. he said it had been a long time since he has seen a picture of her.. He just wanted to Remember ..  it is so important to those.. that have lost a loved one.. to have them remembered by family and friends.. for me.. Knowing that she is with Jesus.. in Heaven.. Has given me peace ..and comfort.. Knowing one day.. I will see her again ..

Until that day .. I must continue to Live.. and be busy about my Father's business.. Amen!

This is not Liza's Father.. but a man who stepped up to be Daddy Roy during a time when her real Father.. was not able to face situations going on in his life... But I am happy to report .. he did re-marry one day years later.. I met his Beautiful wife.. and their daughter.. who looked a lot like Liza .. My children got to meet her .. and shared a day of play .. with their sister's sister ....

Each year I reflect and collect the thoughts and healing.. God has for me .. Each year has something new.. 

I will be adding more photo's as I scan them.. I have found a precious few.. :) 

Some of them are for a special few people that was in her life ..

I hope it does not make them sad..

To send them a Hello from her .. 

Just a little reminder

Of her life and her love

So long ago

I wanted to post some pictures.. with Liza smiling.. she was such a happy child.. always into something .. LOL she was always willing to give you a tight tight hug .. walking and talking .. she was only 21 mths old .. in a size 18mth clothes.. she was such a little thing ..

These are just beautiful reminders..

Nehemiah 8:10 Nehemiah said, “Go and enjoy choice food and sweet drinks, and send some to those who have nothing prepared. This day is holy to our Lord. Do not grieve, for the joy of the LORD is your strength.”

This scripture has brought me MUCH joy... being faced with the death of a child.. the Joy of the Lord became my strength .. through every hardship and trial .. sometimes God's answer is no.. and when it is.. We still need to find strength in our weakness as we look to and depend upon Him.. He makes us whole again.. and fills us with that everlasting Joy that is spoken about in the Psalms .. The Joy of the Lord.. is my strength and shield...Amen it is in Him and through Him that I live...
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12/19/2012 Heart of Zeal ~ This is real .. this is my heart ... God is bringing this forth .. my job is to keep walking in faith .. Amen ..  A special man said to me one day.. Daughter without your faith it is impossible to please God

Many say to me.. get a job... I have a job.. I work for the Lord.. I work .. day and night.. sometime writing..encouragement sometimes inspirations.. praying with and for souls.. some I know some I have never met .. It is God who leads me ... This I love.. He is my zeal .. this is real .. One day I may get paid for what I do .. but if not.. Lord I will still work for you . because it is my pleasure.. what I do .. Amen! I do it for love.. Love of Christ.. and what He has done for me .. in my life.. and I gladly share Him with others.. especially those who need Him most .. the Father, Son and Holy Ghost ..

12/20/2010 Heart of Fire .. Lord I am on fire for you .. you lead me to each and everything I do .. I am so in Love with you....

The interview today.. At KAJN was Awesome.. just sharing what God is doing in me.. and the vision I feel in my heart.. And knowing someone was listening.. and truly understood.. and Got it .. Step by Step God is leading me ...