Dec 21st 1981

Today is the day Liza

went to heaven to live and play ..

I am not sad..

just reflecting and collecting ..

My memories..

In my heart and mind ..

Time will never rewind ..

Don't let your heart be sad ..

Liza is in heaven ..

playing in Heaven's gates ..

it is only us who waits ...

Love LisaMe!

 

Life was Special Way back Then

When we were young

And you were my friend

Me and Kelli

Were the best of friends

We were unseparatable

Way back then

We grew up

Life

Got in the way

So we do not talk

Much today

But there are

Sweet memories

We will never forget

 Life goes on

And we all grow up

We put new memories on

Ya know the Grown up stuff

But each year

On this day

My memory

Lingers here

I think of you

And the love we shared

And was so very grateful

That you were there

To share Happy Memories with me

I am healed of this deep hurt

When we had to let

Liza go away

To heaven to live and to play

I pray your heart has healed too

It was easier for me because of you

You are in My Love Tree

Planted deep with in

My childhood memories

Love your cousin, LisaMe!

Healing 2010

Dec 21, 1981 I did not understand a lot of things.. but one thing I did understand my 21 mth old daughter had gone to live with Him ..

My life had changed.. God began.. speaking to me.. it took me time to understand..His voice clearly .. but now in my life.. I do understand..

He is my comforter.. my very best friend.. on whom I can always depend ... Jesus is my savior and one day I will go and live with Him..

Psalm 28:7 The LORD is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in him, and he helps me. My heart leaps for joy, and with my song I praise him

My brother called me from her grave site.. just to say.. I am here and thinking of you .. and talking in his heart with Lisa .. He asked for a photo of Liza.. my daughter that went to be with the Lord Dec 21,1981 .. he said it had been a long time since he has seen a picture of her.. He just wanted to Remember ..  it is so important to those.. that have lost a loved one.. to have them remembered by family and friends.. for me.. Knowing that she is with Jesus.. in Heaven.. Has given me peace ..and comfort.. Knowing one day.. I will see her again ..

Until that day .. I must continue to Live.. and be busy about my Father's business.. Amen!

This is not Liza's Father.. but a man who stepped up to be Daddy Roy during a time when her real Father.. was not able to face situations going on in his life... But I am happy to report .. he did re-marry one day years later.. I met his Beautiful wife.. and their daughter.. who looked a lot like Liza .. My children got to meet her .. and shared a day of play .. with their sister's sister ....

Each year I reflect and collect the thoughts and healing.. God has for me .. Each year has something new.. 

I will be adding more photo's as I scan them.. I have found a precious few.. :) 

Some of them are for a special few people that was in her life ..

I hope it does not make them sad..

To send them a Hello from her .. 

Just a little reminder

Of her life and her love

So long ago

I wanted to post some pictures.. with Liza smiling.. she was such a happy child.. always into something .. LOL she was always willing to give you a tight tight hug .. walking and talking .. she was only 21 mths old .. in a size 18mth clothes.. she was such a little thing ..

These are just beautiful reminders..

Nehemiah 8:10 Nehemiah said, “Go and enjoy choice food and sweet drinks, and send some to those who have nothing prepared. This day is holy to our Lord. Do not grieve, for the joy of the LORD is your strength.”

This scripture has brought me MUCH joy... being faced with the death of a child.. the Joy of the Lord became my strength .. through every hardship and trial .. sometimes God's answer is no.. and when it is.. We still need to find strength in our weakness as we look to and depend upon Him.. He makes us whole again.. and fills us with that everlasting Joy that is spoken about in the Psalms .. The Joy of the Lord.. is my strength and shield...Amen it is in Him and through Him that I live...
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12/19/2012 Heart of Zeal ~ This is real .. this is my heart ... God is bringing this forth .. my job is to keep walking in faith .. Amen ..  A special man said to me one day.. Daughter without your faith it is impossible to please God

Many say to me.. get a job... I have a job.. I work for the Lord.. I work .. day and night.. sometime writing..encouragement sometimes inspirations.. praying with and for souls.. some I know some I have never met .. It is God who leads me ... This I love.. He is my zeal .. this is real .. One day I may get paid for what I do .. but if not.. Lord I will still work for you . because it is my pleasure.. what I do .. Amen! I do it for love.. Love of Christ.. and what He has done for me .. in my life.. and I gladly share Him with others.. especially those who need Him most .. the Father, Son and Holy Ghost ..

12/20/2010 Heart of Fire .. Lord I am on fire for you .. you lead me to each and everything I do .. I am so in Love with you....

The interview today.. At KAJN was Awesome.. just sharing what God is doing in me.. and the vision I feel in my heart.. And knowing someone was listening.. and truly understood.. and Got it .. Step by Step God is leading me ...

My pockets are empty but my heart is full

The harvest is plentiful but the workers are few ...

I am ready to go are you?

Matthew 9:37 Then he said to his disciples, “The harvest is plentiful but the workers are few.
Luke 10:2 He told them, “The harvest is plentiful, but the workers are few. Ask the Lord of the harvest, therefore, to send out workers into his harvest field.

I am mission bound

To build a bridge

For many to cross

Safely here

My pockets are Empty

But my Heart is full

  It has not stopped

This mission I feel

God placed in my heart 

So long ago

That set me apart

Where ever I go 

Bringing Candy

To His Children

All wrapped in His word

They will receive it

No Matter there age

There are many

Who need to be saved

From a world

Filled with religion

That has lost her heart

For the lost children

That are so set apart

My health is not great

And gets in my way

Of all of the things

I need to do today

Family Trials 

Cause

Delays and Attacks

And
 Yes even sometimes

Holds me back

But I know

This is God

These things in my heart

That continue to flow

That keep saying

LisaMe!

You really

Must Go

And so I press on

To continue this race

God has Set before me

And
I try not to focus

On the pace

Even if

I am to walk it alone

I know God

As He sits on His throne

He does not slumber

And He does not sleep

All of my visions

And dreams

Are His to Keep

And safely

He will

As the days
Do approach

 I continue

To write, To speak

And To walk

These things

I know 

God has placed

In my heart

So will you join Me

At the foot

Of this Bridge

With a Mix

Of God's Children

Just waiting to hear

Jesus is Coming

Salvation is Here



My heart~beat

Lord..I give you my heart..

opened and laid bare ..

everything in there belongs to you ..

Use me as you will..

as I rest upon your word,

...your promises .. your will

Help me Lord to be still before you..

As you make the way.

In and through you

I move and have life ..

you are my heart~beat Love LisaMe!

 
 
Day 23~ Healthy Heart ~ What a wonderful devotion this morning.. even as I sit here sick in my body .. with a cold.. had a fever last night .. I will be going back to bed soon .. to rest in the Lord..Knowing I have accomplished all I can .. All is well within my soul .. My heart is right before the Lord.. as rest and wait on Him.. Walking out the daily devotion.. Heart God's Your  Destiny click the link provided to order your copy and began your journey today ... Amen! Love LisaMe Your sister friend

God'sHeart Your Destiny

Prayer is just what I need ... I am running a fever with a cold .. so I am going back, to go to bed and bask in the presence of the Lord.. and in the prayers .. I Thank you,  there is much that needs to be done.. But today I will go back to bed and rest.. Trusting that my Father knows best .. I have had a productive week.. accomplishing many things.. the rest is up to God :) .. And then the new work can begin ... Love LisaMe your sister friend ..
 

 Lord I give you my heart

I Understand Obedience Key

God holds the key to the mystery of life..

He has a plan for each and every one of us..

The real key is..

Will we trust God to unlock

The desires of our hearts

And when He does..

Will we be ready

And will we walk forward in it

Lord my prayer for today is ..

Continue to prepare me

And show me the way

Where you would have me to walk today

Open the doors

Because I trust you with the Key

With every provision .. for LisaMe!

(Shared by a friend last yr 10/2010)

When you surrender to what is

And so become fully present

The past ceases to have any power

You do not need it anymore.

Presence is the key

The now is the key

(My response to her)

That is a wonderful Key ..

Keys unlock..

The things we tend to block ...

Surrender is what we must do..

In order .. to see the full view ..

The past has a way

To get in our way ...

To keep us from Walking

In the presence of Today ...

Hold on to your Key .. and use it today ..

 

Note:

My prayer continues for today ..

as I humbly pray ...

Father God.. help me walk in Today ..

One day at a time..

trusting in you to show me the way ...

Open the doors that are hidden from me..

remove the power of the enemy over my life..  

Help me to surrender everything that I can not see. 

Trusting in you with Faith in my heart ..

to step out .. and start ..

Knowing you will show me the way ..

I believe you will have your way in me ..

And I will submit to that will..

For greater is He who is in me .. than he who is in the world.

 

(For what are we but the body of Christ.. the hand can not do the job of the foot we each have our own job .. Our own assignment .. we must allow the Lord's alignment)

Romans 12 (the Body of Christ)

Romans 12:3 For by the grace given me I say to every one of you: Do not think of yourself more highly than you ought, but rather think of yourself with sober judgment, in accordance with the faith God has distributed to each of you.
Romans 12:6 We have different gifts, according to the grace given to each of us

(The power of his love.. if we are not walking in the power of His love ~Nothing will fall into place.. we must seek His will/His heart  .. and not look to human hand .. No man can understand the power of His Love)

Philippians 4: ⁸ Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things. ⁹ Whatever you have learned or received or heard from me, or seen in me—put it into practice. And the God of peace will be with you.

Philippians 4:¹³ I can do all this through him who gives me strength.

Philippians 4:19 And my God will meet all your needs according to the riches of his glory in Christ Jesus.

Obedience is the Key

I must obey God

And must walk in Faith Trusting 

What He says (Christ)

Not in what I SEE

LisaMe!

Numbers 20:10-12 (Amplified Bible)
10And Moses and Aaron assembled the congregation before the rock and Moses said to them, Hear now, you rebels; must we bring you water out of this rock?
11And Moses lifted up his hand and with his rod he smote the rock [a]twice. And the water came out abundantly, and the congregation drank, and their livestock.

12And the Lord said to Moses and Aaron, Because you did not believe in (rely on, cling to) Me to sanctify Me in the eyes of the Israelites, you therefore [b]shall not bring this congregation into the land which I have given them.(A)

Footnotes: taken from biblegate.com


a.Numbers 20:11 "And the Rock was Christ," as I Cor. 10:4 explains. Once smitten at Rephidim (Exod. 17:6ff.), He did not need to be smitten, crucified, again. To smite the rock twice was to imply that Christ's death on the cross was not effectual or sufficient for time and eternity.

b.Numbers 20:12 Possibly Moses was not aware of the significance of what he had been ordered to do, but nevertheless God held him responsible for not obeying Him exactly. Obedience to His will is vitally important, whether we understand His purpose or not. The motto "God's will: nothing more; nothing less; nothing else; at any cost" would have been priceless to Moses and Aaron that day, if they had only followed it.

I understand Obedience is the Key

 Reading: God's Heart Your Destiny by Marianne Cadwell
Challenging my Heart for 40 days
12/9/2010 Day~29~Open Heart .. Open hearted I sit an pray..
Askng Lord, continue to show me the way ..

Today ~ Penelope found her freedom, it was with her all along .. 

Today she is singing an old song .. 

Love Lifted Me ... 

She will receive her key .. 

Hurray for the City of Stoney Heart Land 

As Penelope share's her heart, 

And the love within, 

Answers she has searched for 

Were hidden within  

Blow pop.. to bubble gum

The Victory is won .. 

Yes Penelope has been a good sister friend 

This was such a revelation to LisaMe!

So simple .. we can sometime miss it

Jesus is the answer to this key

It is His love that lifted Me

Love Lifted Me ...



Happy Thanksgiving

Special Delivery

I wanted to find a way

To Say Happy Thanksgiving Day

And not miss reaching out to one

Of my family members or special friends

Although I could sit here and write all day

I still would not be able

To say

All that I .. would want to say

To each and everyone of you

Individually

How you have touched my life in some way

Because of you

I am who I am

Your life has touched my life

Good or bad

Happy or sad

We have shared memories

Some Old ~ Some New

I have shared my life with you

I am thankful to have this life

That I am in

To have you as my family

And to have you as my special friends

I would not want to change a single thing

Because of this life

I am who I am

Trusting God

With each moment of each day

I am blessed to be-able

To be on my computer

To write, to pray and yes to even play

Sharing God's word on my way

Life is what we make of it

Even when it is not what we want

Or how we had planned

When we walk with God

It is easier

Because He knows us from beginning to end

He excepts our failures

And flaws

He truly understands

All the good times

And sad times

That we will cross...through our journey

Like a dessert with it's ingredients

Once put all together

We all have our good pieces we share

No one wants the burnt spots

Or the ones that end up not

Turning out just right

But today we can be Thankful

That Jesus ~ Loves us

With all of our imperfections

We do not need to deal with human rejection

Because He died for our sin

Which is every thought of ugly that we have

Even if we look perfect on the outside

Like that well baked and decorated cake

If it taste bad no one wants it

What is on the inside

Is what really counts

So when you are enjoying your

Thanksgiving Feast

I pray that you will

 Remember

To surrender that little piece

Of rottenness

We all have on the inside

To God

And allow Him to take it

And make you what ... He has created you to be

Wonderfully and fearfully made

We are whole because of Him

Healed because of Him

And can enjoy

Blessings

Because of Him

So Today

Take just a moment

And Be Thankful

Because of Him

Amen

I Love you .. your sister friend.. LisaMe!