Dec 21, 1981 I did not understand a lot of things.. but one thing I did understand my 21 mth old daughter had gone to live with Him ..
My life had changed.. God began.. speaking to me.. it took me time to understand..His voice clearly .. but now in my life.. I do understand..
He is my comforter.. my very best friend.. on whom I can always depend ... Jesus is my savior and one day I will go and live with Him..
Psalm 28:7 The LORD is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in him, and he helps me. My heart leaps for joy, and with my song I praise him
My brother called me from her grave site.. just to say.. I am here and thinking of you .. and talking in his heart with Lisa .. He asked for a photo of Liza.. my daughter that went to be with the Lord Dec 21,1981 .. he said it had been a long time since he has seen a picture of her.. He just wanted to Remember .. it is so important to those.. that have lost a loved one.. to have them remembered by family and friends.. for me.. Knowing that she is with Jesus.. in Heaven.. Has given me peace ..and comfort.. Knowing one day.. I will see her again ..
Until that day .. I must continue to Live.. and be busy about my Father's business.. Amen!
Until that day .. I must continue to Live.. and be busy about my Father's business.. Amen!
This is not Liza's Father.. but a man who stepped up to be Daddy Roy during a time when her real Father.. was not able to face situations going on in his life... But I am happy to report .. he did re-marry one day years later.. I met his Beautiful wife.. and their daughter.. who looked a lot like Liza .. My children got to meet her .. and shared a day of play .. with their sister's sister ....
Each year I reflect and collect the thoughts and healing.. God has for me .. Each year has something new..
I will be adding more photo's as I scan them.. I have found a precious few.. :)
Some of them are for a special few people that was in her life ..
I hope it does not make them sad..
To send them a Hello from her ..
Just a little reminder
Of her life and her love
So long ago
I wanted to post some pictures.. with Liza smiling.. she was such a happy child.. always into something .. LOL she was always willing to give you a tight tight hug .. walking and talking .. she was only 21 mths old .. in a size 18mth clothes.. she was such a little thing ..
These are just beautiful reminders..
Nehemiah 8:10 Nehemiah said, “Go and enjoy choice food and sweet drinks, and send some to those who have nothing prepared. This day is holy to our Lord. Do not grieve, for the joy of the LORD is your strength.”
This scripture has brought me MUCH joy... being faced with the death of a child.. the Joy of the Lord became my strength .. through every hardship and trial .. sometimes God's answer is no.. and when it is.. We still need to find strength in our weakness as we look to and depend upon Him.. He makes us whole again.. and fills us with that everlasting Joy that is spoken about in the Psalms .. The Joy of the Lord.. is my strength and shield...Amen it is in Him and through Him that I live... .
12/19/2012 Heart of Zeal ~ This is real .. this is my heart ... God is bringing this forth .. my job is to keep walking in faith .. Amen .. A special man said to me one day.. Daughter without your faith it is impossible to please God
Many say to me.. get a job... I have a job.. I work for the Lord.. I work .. day and night.. sometime writing..encouragement sometimes inspirations.. praying with and for souls.. some I know some I have never met .. It is God who leads me ... This I love.. He is my zeal .. this is real .. One day I may get paid for what I do .. but if not.. Lord I will still work for you . because it is my pleasure.. what I do .. Amen! I do it for love.. Love of Christ.. and what He has done for me .. in my life.. and I gladly share Him with others.. especially those who need Him most .. the Father, Son and Holy Ghost ..
12/20/2010 Heart of Fire .. Lord I am on fire for you .. you lead me to each and everything I do .. I am so in Love with you....
The interview today.. At KAJN was Awesome.. just sharing what God is doing in me.. and the vision I feel in my heart.. And knowing someone was listening.. and truly understood.. and Got it .. Step by Step God is leading me ...
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