If only we lived in a perfect world

I would like to say

"I am so proud of you"

You took good care

Of your Mother

Doing the best that you could
To Love and care as a son should
Understanding

Is not always easy

To give up so much of your time

So much of our lives we are missing

I know the Blessing will be great

It is my desire to see her reach

Heaven's Gate

I know God has brought her to us

To take her by the hand

Because even though we are not perfect

We really do understand

Each day we are learning more

And the time is coming nearer

The day when we will be

Sad when God calls to her

"Come Here"

As we continue on our journey

We need to hold each others hands

And keep on praying

So we will always understand

This is why God brought us together

To be helpmates to one another

To share in love and hard times too

Because where would I be

Without you

And where would you be

Without me

We would be lonely

Because it is

God
Who placed the covenant

Between you and me

We need to always remember

We need to always see

The Love that God

Has put between you and me

I have Loved you ... LisaMe!

Note: After listening and reading a letter written .. about an elderly mom and dad.. our parents as they get older and how the roles reverse .. God intended it to be a blessing not a curse ...
 
Father God.. help me to be good to my children and not become a burden to them in my old age.. I pray that I will always be a blessing to them .. I thank you for the words that you placed within my heart .. I pray that they never stop coming.. I love writing out the things that I feel .. It is a blessing I did not ever think I would have.. I thank you that you know my heart .. and have given me my hearts desires.. even at times when I do not think that I am blessed .. I know I am .. Thank you Lord for always understanding .. I Love you ..

I am working on getting me back to myself..
I will sing a New song .. Praising you everyday.. for the rest of my life ...

2/16/2011 Thank you again Lord ..
The Father has worked all of this out .. My husband's sister is coming to take his mother .. back to Fl .. to live near her.. where she works.. on the same grounds.. she works at a Christian Retirement Center .. We know it is God..who has heard our cries of prayer and despair over this situation .. we can not turn back the hands of time .. or rewind.. all the hurtful things.. said on both sides..

All we can do.. is continue to March forward in compassion and grace...

 Knowing that the Lord.. has interviened ..

Our prayer is that his mother can find some kind of happiness .. and Joy .. before her time to meet Jesus.. comes .. We are saddened it did not happen here.. all we know is we tried.. but we can not be responsible for another persons happiness .. That is between their soul and spirit ... the conflict of man .. is something not many understand ....
We all will come to this place one day .. I pray my soul will surrender to my spirit ... Because my spirit belongs to Christ.. and I want my flesh to fall in to submission.. Amen

I pray .. your spirit .. understands.. what mine is saying...

2/26/2011 The day has come to truly let go .. I know my heart is hurt by all of the ugly .. I know yours is too .. and We can not forget about Wayne, Emily and Especially Susie ....We need to continue to pray.. for healing and restoration ... Again your mother has put others.. infront of the needs and healing of her family .. What a sad ... sad day ... with all we did for her to be treated this way ....

Well we need to cut those ties.. 

To the ones.. 

Who felt they were more important...

 Than her own son .. 

More important.. 

To step in 

To have things done their way ... 

We did our part.. 

We responded from the heart .. 

Our hearts are clear .. 

And 

That is 

What's is important my dear ... 

As you continue 

To lead us closer and closer to the Son of God .. 

Our family will heal 

And 

We will break 

These generational sins and curses ... 

Our Grand Children will be FREE .. 

 Because of the actions 

of 

You and me ...

I began writing this a long time ago ...

Today is the day ....

IT IS FINISHED  ..

Tomorrow at Church
We will continue

To walk out our Healing ... 

It takes time for a heart to heal ..

You are learning how to Re- Feel

It is a natural  process

We must all go through

Just know I am here for you

You are Never alone

God... is the God

Who sits on the throne..

Are you ready

For me to be

More than Just Your Wife

But Your Lover

And Your Best Friend

Where the Love of God

Never ends...

I Love You .. LisaMe...