My visit to Heaven .. This is a true Story .. a true event in my life .. True Story

This is a true Story .. A true event in my life

.. After Liza died .. December 21st 1981
In March for her birthday
That first year

 .. I was Praying .. 

Seeking answers

As 

In what do I do
.. With my life .. 

In a Very real dream

God allowed me to go to Heaven

 .. I saw a beautiful lake .. and lots of beautiful green grass .. greener than I have ever seen ..

I saw Lots of people .. but I never saw their faces .. I just knew them .. it was like being at a family reunion .. Each person I walked up to .. I would ask.. if they had seen Liza .. they would say .. she is fine .. she is over there .. In my heart I knew .. over there meant she is with Jesus .. just now ..
Not really as an angel .. but in her new glorified body

After a time .. others told me to go .. I took it to me they were telling me to go home and to go on with my life  She would be just fine .. in her new heavenly home

I knew this to be true

She would live in Heaven

Smelling the wonderful flowers

Riding her bike

Playing with the others

Who had gone on before her

She would truly be just fine

 When I woke up that morning .. I felt .. I could go on with my life .. 

I felt I was supposed to go on with my life .. I agreed to marry .. within 3 mths of being married I was pregnant for my son .. my life moved forward after my son was born I was not in grief for Liza again .. 

Except for mild days of sadness on Dec 21st which is the day she died .. 

.. Her Heaven Day .. 

I learned to realize it was my sadness not hers .. She would always be happy in Heaven

On her birthday I always celebrated with my son and daughter 

.. With pink and purple balloons ..

 One for each year old she would be

I stopped 

When

She would have turned 

21 yrs old

 I celebrated because they were here with me.. 

And 

We celebrated her being in Heaven .. which is a Joy not a burden .. for her .. 

.. I embraced life .. 

And 

Tried to be positive person 

.. In the midst of the trials of life ..

When my son was just 3 ... I learned there is worst things that can happen to your child than death .. I learned .. to pray .. give me strength .. give me courage make me weak .. I learn that truly through our weakness .. God becomes our strength .. through the years I have tried to share this with whoever would listen .. To bring hope .. to overcome .. not to spread sadness .. I believe in my life.. it is what God wanted me to do ..

 Written in Love
LisaMe!