In the Midst of ...

The 

Storms 

of

 Life 

I 

Believe

I 

Passed 

This Test

 I 

Gave and Gave 

All you did

Was 

Take and Take 

In the end

 My hands were empty

But 

So were yours 

Your hands were emptied

Of

 All

 I tried to give to you

 Because

You could not 

Receive in Love

Love In Christ
LisaMe!

Note to Self: Written after a very frustrating .. time of trying to help someone in their Storm of Life ..offering shelter .. from the storm and all the provisions within .. Taking and taking .. and in the end .. loosing so much more.. because of selfish rants .. and true ugliness .. Why would you throw so much away .. and be rude to those who have given up so much to help you .. Doesn't make sense .. Gratitude and Gratefulness go such a long way  .. We all have a life we can not repay .. but true kindness goes a long way ..

 Life is hard enough .. When you are Blessed
Life teaches you to be grateful .. not throw rudeness into the wind .. Some people never learn the lessons that are presented to them .. :(  That is when you have to turn and walk the other way .. dust their dirt from your shoes .. and do not walk that way again .. You are forgiven .. I just will not invest .. my time and energy into you again .. Which is sad .. because you truly need what I have been holding for you .. You just are unable to receive it in Love .. So I can not turn it over to you .. Ever again .. Stacey Fryar .. You tried to tell me .. but I thought .. Love could win .. but selfishness won out again .. 

1 Corinthians 13

New King James Version (NKJV)

The Greatest Gift

13 Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I have become sounding brass or a clanging cymbal. ² And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. ³ And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned,^[a] but have not love, it profits me nothing.

⁴ Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up; ⁵ does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil; ⁶ does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth; ⁷ bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
⁸ Love never fails. But whether there are prophecies, they will fail; whether there are tongues, they will cease; whether there is knowledge, it will vanish away. ⁹ For we know in part and we prophesy in part. ¹⁰ But when that which is perfect has come, then that which is in part will be done away.
¹¹ When I was a child, I spoke as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child; but when I became a man, I put away childish things. ¹² For now we see in a mirror, dimly, but then face to face. Now I know in part, but then I shall know just as I also am known.
¹³ And now abide faith, hope, love, these three; but the greatest of these is love.

Trusting God while in the midst's of the Storm

When God is in your life
.. And ..
You are trusting
.. In Him ..
Nothing is lost
Even though
There is a cost 
God Restores
.. And ..
God Redeems 

ALL 

Things
.. In His Time ..
Continue

Trusting in Him
.. Amen ..

We love you
 .. No matter how things ..
Look or feel

Remember Always
 .. God's love is real ..
I Love you
LisaMe!

My visit to Heaven .. This is a true Story .. a true event in my life .. True Story

This is a true Story .. A true event in my life

.. After Liza died .. December 21st 1981
In March for her birthday
That first year

 .. I was Praying .. 

Seeking answers

As 

In what do I do
.. With my life .. 

In a Very real dream

God allowed me to go to Heaven

 .. I saw a beautiful lake .. and lots of beautiful green grass .. greener than I have ever seen ..

I saw Lots of people .. but I never saw their faces .. I just knew them .. it was like being at a family reunion .. Each person I walked up to .. I would ask.. if they had seen Liza .. they would say .. she is fine .. she is over there .. In my heart I knew .. over there meant she is with Jesus .. just now ..
Not really as an angel .. but in her new glorified body

After a time .. others told me to go .. I took it to me they were telling me to go home and to go on with my life  She would be just fine .. in her new heavenly home

I knew this to be true

She would live in Heaven

Smelling the wonderful flowers

Riding her bike

Playing with the others

Who had gone on before her

She would truly be just fine

 When I woke up that morning .. I felt .. I could go on with my life .. 

I felt I was supposed to go on with my life .. I agreed to marry .. within 3 mths of being married I was pregnant for my son .. my life moved forward after my son was born I was not in grief for Liza again .. 

Except for mild days of sadness on Dec 21st which is the day she died .. 

.. Her Heaven Day .. 

I learned to realize it was my sadness not hers .. She would always be happy in Heaven

On her birthday I always celebrated with my son and daughter 

.. With pink and purple balloons ..

 One for each year old she would be

I stopped 

When

She would have turned 

21 yrs old

 I celebrated because they were here with me.. 

And 

We celebrated her being in Heaven .. which is a Joy not a burden .. for her .. 

.. I embraced life .. 

And 

Tried to be positive person 

.. In the midst of the trials of life ..

When my son was just 3 ... I learned there is worst things that can happen to your child than death .. I learned .. to pray .. give me strength .. give me courage make me weak .. I learn that truly through our weakness .. God becomes our strength .. through the years I have tried to share this with whoever would listen .. To bring hope .. to overcome .. not to spread sadness .. I believe in my life.. it is what God wanted me to do ..

 Written in Love
LisaMe!

Life is a Learning Curve

Life has so many turns

Life is a learning curve 

Will 

You 

learn 

What God 

Is trying to teach you

 Reach in 

And

Let Him 

Lead

Guard

Guide and Direct 

Your Path 

His ways are so much better than yours

 And

His plans are so much higher than yours 

He knows 

How they will 

Turn 

Out

Let Go
And
Stop
Trying to figure
Them 

Out

Love
LisaMe!
Your sister friend!

 When
God
speaks to me
 .. I listen ..
He has
My
Full
Attention
If we speed
During the Curves
In Life
We just may go
Over the Edge
I would Rather
Slow down
And
Pray
My
Way
Through
How
About
You!
Love LisaMe!

Allowing God to hold This LisaMe!

(He Is Strong .. So Let Go .. Be Caught In His Hands)

 

Such 

Wisdom 

In 

The

Statement

Our plans 

Are 

Nothing 

Compared 

To the Plans 

God 

Has for us

 When we walk n the will of His way

 Our own will 

and 

Our own path

 Can lead

To 

Our 

Destruction 

There are 

Traps and Snares

When we are unaware

of 

Where they will lead us

 Going 

Without 

God

 Is such 

A

Dangerous 

Place to tread

These 

Are

The 

Thoughts

That

Are

In

My

Heart

And

Head

Love

Your Sister Friend

LisaMe!

Jesus you make me Smile

Jesus 

You are the Joy 

Of 

My Life 
It is you 

Who 

Makes me smile
More than just 

Once 

And a while
I Love you 

More 

Everyday
You 

Are my pleasure 

When 

I 

Pray 

 Reaching 

Those who have pain today 

 Bring 

A smile to their heart

Let them know
You 

Are the place to start

 Letting

You

In

Their

Hearts

I Love you
LisaMe!